The over night flight from Dhaka to Singapore was a mess yesterday. I had a dinner with my colleagues last night in Dhaka before departing on a night flight from Singapore. It was simple buffet and the last time , I slept very well on the plan. But, this time was like hell.
I could not sleep at all on a 4 hours flight on SQ. A lot of the passengers could catch one or two hours of sleep but my eyes was wide open. I was not tired nor sleepy at hall.. I tried to watch a movie. When I enjoyed the movie and after that my eyes was still wide open.
I tried to meditate but the seat was so narrow and I have squzze myself into the economy seats and also hoping for a good night sleeep. It failed miserably as I was still awake throughout the journey.
I was fearful because it could affect my working mood the next day. I could have taken a leave but I choose to come back to office to finish my work and also to attend my boss's lecture.
FEAR is something uncontrollable and it is a personal choice. I have to take the choice at such unfair time and condition. It was a serious feeling which could upset up me the whole day and finally, calming myself down after worked.
The feeling of a daze feeling and tiredness slowly cripped in and it blurs the thoughts and the vision and disturbs our mental judgements. The feeling will go away slowly and I will have to manage the feeling gradually fading away.
Namaste.
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