Game of thrones

There was this show on HBO series which is called the Game of thrones. It is quite interesting to see the rise and falls of Kings of the seven kingdoms and the emergence of monsters and evil spirits as the series unfold. From a simple historic civilization, it evolves into a complex happening of in-fightings , plots and counter plots and the changing of Kings due to death or self proclaimation. I wonder what is going on in the mind of the writers of this series. From a beautiful and pure lady, she emerged as the mother of the dragons after she walk into a huge fire with three dragon eggs while a lady witch gives birth to an evil spirit after having sex with a King and goes to kill the King's brother who is in contention for the throne and in the middle of 2nd season spirit, the white walkers came into the picture after there was so much talk about it in the earlier episodes. The white walkers can sleep deep in the snow and survive and once upon a time, this group rules the seven kingdoms. The series display the greed of the people and changing innocent beings into vicious and tyrannic kings and killers. However, in these series, there are also kind people who gets entrapped into the happenings especially this intelligent dwarf who is one of the prince of a rich trip who gets to fook around and spending the riches of his father. He was a couragous half man but remained unknown as he was working on the background. There was this vicious Queen who fooks around among her family members and gets lucky when she was under seige. The vcious character of the people was illustrated to its fullest and the fall and rise of kings is like a game. Actors, killers , kings to be or the innocents gets to play a role in the film. After watching the film half way, it draws to me how civilization have evolved but the greed of people remained deep in one's desire. Namaste.

Edgy feelings

Edgy feeling The whole day I have feeling edgy since I woke up. It could be my unsound sleep last night which swell up my emotions. I am aware of my mood swings and I am trying to control it. I took two buns and a latte for lunch and I feel bloated up and heavy. My legs still hurts a little on uneven roads and surface. My body conditions is mixed with a feeling of comfort and an edgy feeling. I have moving around town and weather is extremely hot. Funny feelings . How I can travel under this hot sun? What am I thinking about? Just to wild away the lazy Sunday afternoon . I am sure I just feel like moving around . Heard that a fruit seller whom I have been a regular customer have sudden passed away this morning . Such news in a way rattles my emotions nowadays. Fact is fact and dying is also a fact. Sometimes just don't know my directions but just work ,eat and sleep. This routine have kept me moving but it has to stop one day. Everything have to end. Just like that. Well, we have to live day to day and do the best to live on whether it is meaningful for not. Life is a passing moments . Live well , my friends. Namaste

Why do you look old ?

Why do you look old? What kind of stupid question from a friend ? We grow old as we aged right? Why so surprise ? Is he trying to upset me or remind me of the true? My response to him is that I am not old? Why you look older ? Haiyoo , I am trying hit him back. But the truth is that both of us is getting old. It is very dangerous for us to think that we are young and in actual fact , we are old. I hurt my leg on my Saturday yoga class. I tried too hard to hold on to a pose trying to match the younger generation of girls. My ego is too big and it really hurts. Is it my ego? Maybe not, it is the wrong thinking that I am still young . That is more like it. Many people told me that age is a number but it is half truth . We cannot defy aging and we have lo slow down when we aged as our body have their own biological clock ticking away our youth and energy. To be believe that we will remain young and strong is stupidity . We can delay aging but we cannot defy aging . The earlier that we are aware of this fact , the better we are prepared to face age. Otherwise , we become suicidal. The basic law of birth, age, sickness and death is unavoidable and what we can do is to delay the process but the ultimate end is the same. Namaste.

Rise of the "Devil"

In any country, there are extremist or narrow minded people ! This comes from the education and path laid out by the leaders through the years following a system. The system of exposing the people to the culture and beliefs of a certain country or civilization and this people return with a certain mindset or understanding and assimilate into the society and growth in strength. The culture will evolve slowing and surely and silently into a force and gaining more strength. It becomes more powerful unless some thing is done to stop them. But, if the 'weeds" are allowed to grwoth , it will eventually take over the whole plain. All these weeds must be eradicate at its bud and there should be no mercy on them. The moderate and inclusive culture we have before since independence is changing by the leaders of the nation. The whiteness have gradually be inflitrated by the black into a gray color and finally the black takes over the white and change the color forever. SO , how to keep the white ? It is to prevent the black from inflitrate in and how to do it ? Undo and unlearn from the system and like a disease , keep at bay. We have heard so so much about Ebola and MERS and this are the darkness or the blackness moving into a healthy society and if it is not stop in time, the disease will spread and kill all the people and make it into a zombie country. SO the brave must stand up and speak and the louder they speak , the more awareness it become. For those leaders , who have done it the wrong way, repent and undo the system and dilute the darkness. THe darkness that is evil. Don't be a chicken and let the darkness overtake the plains. Namaste.

Wonderful muslim wisdom - inner mind's thinking

"When you see a female dressed in a manner that is unacceptable Islamically, do not for a moment think that she is lower than you spiritually. "If you do that, you are lower than her. Believe me, that is the teaching of your religion. She might have a link with her creator that you do know about. "She might have a heart that is tons better than yours. She might have one weakness that is outward, and you have 50 weaknesses that are hidden," reads the post.

Say one thing , do another ...

Yes, there are a lot of two face son of a gun and this caused a disharmony in the world due to this two timer act. Why are such people in existence ? I really cannot understand these " actors" and this caused people to querrel, fight or kill each other because of this two timing act. Does these bastards have " balls" to say and do what they say. In short, that is the exact meaning , you walk the talk. Thiis the right action and bring honor to oneself. Playing to the tune or acting as hypocrates and playing both sides will generate a lot of mis-trust and people have to take time to check with each other in order not to get trap in this vicious cycle of backstabbing and distrust. This creates work and it needs time. The existence of this group of two face people makes the world interesting and it really create a challenging environment or culture. If it is only white lies , then it is okay and massive use of these wrongful roles will only hurt all the people around us. Dalai Lama have a good wisdom " if you cannot help them , don't hurt them ". Namaste.

The danger lurking in the shadows ....

I read an interview given by Mat Sabu in Malaysiakini and his frank opinion on evolvement of Islam in the country really raised my ghost pimples. The massive exposure of Islamic scholars to the middle east countries cultures and happenings make these scholars more exclusive than inclusive of other race and religion. The development of a distinction of the divisive thinking that if " you are not with me , you are against me" will change the political landscape in Malaysia. This evidence is seen in the recent PAS election where the progressive group was kick out almost completely as the young islamic turks who are exposure to the middle east culture return home to grap all the post in the PAS election. There was no middle ground and it was so divisive and hard on the Progressive group who was kicked out and now thinking of forming an inclusive and moderate new party to serve the needs of the people. The dangerous trend of these islamic scholars and also the increasing number of religious graduates from the public schools who have remained unemployed or choose to be unemployed is gathering force and will change the local culture and finally the political landscape if these problem is not handled well. This development is not only in PAS but this dangerous happening is also gathering strength in the Malay based parties and Mat Sabu have actually opened a cane of worms and this is an awaking time to all Malaysians to be more conscious and make the right decision on their votes. It is a wise move to kill it at the bud.

I wonder how , I wonder why ?

This morning I was told that an old colleague who has retired is suffering from the big C of the blood. I do not whether it is true or not but it sets me thinking. There will be many sickness when we get old and Buddha is very right about the basic cycle of life ie Birth,age, sicknes and death. The sequence is normally this way but there are also cases of sickness before old age but the start and end is the same and this fate cannot be altered. The death by stroke, heart attack and the big C are the most common of the major diseass and cause of death. When it comes, it come and there is no stopping of it happening. There are cases of recovery but eventually, it is death. Sooner or later. We have heard of people dying even after a complete medical health check with flying colors. I wonder how ? My colleague which I heard this morning. He is taking good care of himself and he used to running on the thread mill or along the road. I was told that he could endure the level 6 on the thread mill. It is pretty fast for a man above 70 and I wonder why he could get this disases. It could be the karma probably. What goes around, comes around. If we do good deeds, it attracts positive vibes or vice versa. Do bad things, attachs bad things. Well, this subject have been well written and books like the Secret, the law of attractions and you sow what you reap are the favorite topics of the year. So, lets live come what may. Live honestly and if we stand straight , we do not care whether our shadow is crooked or not. Namaste.

Is there a demon on the roof ?

At night when we cannot sleep, our mind wonder ? The events will come into our mind non-stop as we let it roll in but at times, we shut them out. However, shutting them out takes a lot of effort. At certain times, our thoughts are replaced by our imaginations. Is there a demon on the roof ? This is our mind , our suspicious mind. As we know, the future is not here, the past is gone and we have only the present. In our mind , there is no past , future and present. We can move forward, backward and stop at anytime and change our scripts as we like. This is fantacy and heaven like. Everything is perfect and there is no problems without any solution. It is a perfect world. We like this world. But, when we wake up, the reality bites and the dream is gone.The real world is so much different. The past stick with us, the future remained unknown and the present is tough living. Our mind and body have to take the heat from the real situation and at times, unhappy and bad. We hate this world. Everywhere or in any situation, we have to fight our internal demon to survive and remained happy. We suspect what people do, say or act. We have to protect ourself and be defensive. Otherwise, people take advantage of us and eventually hurt us. We live among friends, family and good people to avoid to be hurt and become unhappy. With such kind of thinking, how can we live in peace ? Life is always a struggle and to be cautious and to be aware. There is not time for true living. What we have now is our mind ? How do we train our mind to relax and to live the life we want instead of forever fighting the demon living in us. We have to remember our mind control our body and with a peaceful mind, we have a healthy and peace living. Namaste.

The whole Malaysia is falling apart

The Ringgit hit 3.76 against the US$ as the international rating firms are considering downgrading of the oountry risk because of the debt ridden 1 MDB and the lack of leadership in the current Government.So , many things have been said and so many things have been denied. Where is the PM as Sabah is shaken by a major and subsequent earthquakes killing people and tourist especially he is having a private jet to take him around ? Why is the explanation of the 1MDB so flimsy and lack of transparancy . Even Bank Negara is starting to investigate the dealings of the aiding entity. When the Government led by UMNO is now at its lowest point , why is PAS trying break up the Pakatan by severing ties with DAP ? There is some much ground swells , horse trading and back biting. Malaysia is in uncharted territories. Withy a weak Ringgit, there will be import inflation and cost of imported goods will go up ? The people will suffer with the weaker Ringgit and also on top of it is the GST. Private consumers will hold back their spending and it will affect the domestic industries. Global business is not good , there is so many VSS ie MAS, Intel, CIMB , HSBC, etc. This happening makes people nervous and jittery and the first thing they do is to self protection and cut down on their budget and spending. Every front is bad and with the on-going budget deficit, the country is being attacked from all fronts and worst still, there is no good candidate or leaders to helm the Government in the country. Where have all the capable people gone ? The sky is pourng red acid rain and it has to be stopped. Namaste.

What kind of God do you believe ?

What kind of God? Last night, there was a temple possession near my house and the followers were banging their drums to celebrate the occasion. It was so noisy and it woke up the neighborhood. I asked myself what kind of religion or God would disturb the peace right after mid night.it It is so strange and irritating. It sounds like a group of mad people running wild and gone mad. Come to think about it there are so many types of religion apart from the three main religion. As long as the religion serve ones' needs, there will followers. People pray for health ,for wealth, for love, for luck and for all sort of things, etc. The list is non exhaustive and can go on forever as the greed of man is uncontrollable. Lately, the earthquake in Sabah and it has killed 13 people and six is still missing. The local people believe that the spirit of Mount Kinabalu have been offended as a group of tourist have strip themselves naked on top of the mountain. But, my question is why the Spirit of the mountain do not punished the offenders but take their toll on the innocents of which 10 of them are primary school children. It is more like the mountain spirit gets greedy and start to take life. This belief is like the group of madman hitting the gongs at mid night. I think this is a world of make belief and as long as the religion serve the purpose is a good religion even though It insults our intelligence. Where on earth is the real God? If only a few naked man and women running naked in a mountain or forest could unleashed an earthquake , this occurrence would be happening everyday because there are so many mad people in this world. Namaste.

Divorce - a shame ?

This morning, I greed a distant relative a happy new year and she wrote back to ask me whether I know. I know of what she did not mention and I know what she mean. Did you heard from my mum ? What again ? The word never came out. Divorce. Is this a shame ? Maybe for the chinese culture, marriage is make in heaven and we have to stay married until our dying days. Sily, isn't it. I wrote to her and told her what happen is not important but what she wants to do with her life is more important. A marriage is like a house we stay in and if we are not comfortable with it, we sell it and then move on. What so great about it ? Or it could be like a shirt on our back and if we like it , we wear it often and if not, one time is good enough, we throw it away. There is no such thing as we have to stay in a house we are not comfortable in or wear the dress we don't like. What is a relationship ? It has to be both ways and both parties must like it or else, we go separate ways. Life too short for compelling us to accept what we are in, both suffering to keep a relationship alive or together. Have guts to do or say what we want. If we divorce, there is nothing to be shame about and we should feel relieved or released and feel free to move on and do the things we like. Some people tell me that because of the children that why they choose to stay together, Then in this case, it is a choice. It is your personal choice to stay this way and suffer for the children and you deserve it. Do not blame on the children or the situation, it is entitely your choice. Do you live for yourself or for your children ? In the chinese culture, family must be together as one and it would be shameful to break up. Hey, this is the old way of living and now, everyone should live for themselves. Why should you live for your children ? Yes, this is being responsible but you are also responsible for yourself. I have seen people living the whole life for their family , suffering in silence and working like a dog to keep the family together. Have a dozen children and blaming the children for their actions and their suffering. Telling people they want to be released and feel free and it is the family that destroy their dreams and chance to live their life. But everything draws down their decision. Why you want so many kids and then blame them for not being able to live your life. Life is full of choices and you have choosen this way and you deserve it. It is you to be blame for your own suffering and other people's suffering because you are suffering. Namaste.