Living in this fake world

I have a good friend who always used the word " pura pura" which means " pretending or faking" in her expression.  I do not know her intention but I told her why we should fake our feelings and expressions.  In other words, we will be behaving like a hypocrate , lying to ourself and other people.

I thought only desperados will fake their feelings or change their self for others and suppressed their own identify.  Is it true that we can only live in this world so pretentiously.

Have we changed ourself while we journey through our life ? I think we have and most of us have lost the real part of ourself.  We acted to please others or live among others or to enjoy the company of others. The world have changed us and I do not know how many part of us are the original ones.

It is an inevitable fact that the stronger ones imposed over the weaker ones and the weaker ones will change more. It is like the big fish eat the medium size fish, and the medium size fish eat the small fish and the small fish eat the ikan bilis or the tiny fishes. The tiny fishes will have to change to live among all the bigger fishes. 

Life can become so fake to live in this illusional world and everyone ended up smiling with their teeth jerking out like a monkey.  Smile is not from the inner but smile can be so fake that it can be disgusting and unreal. It is really a shivering sight to look at and sometimes , we want to puke....

We should attempt to go back to ourself to assure ourself of what we are and to keep the original to the tedious task of living in this fake world.

We have to strong to be the real us and to live the life we choose.

Namaste.