What are your deepest secret?

When we talk about secrets, it should remained secret , otherwise , it is no more secret. In life, we have so many secrets which we kept in our heart or the deepest point in our heart.  There are some harmless secrets, some hurtful ones, some harmful ones , some empharasing ones and some selfish ones. Everyone of us have secrets.

Every one of us have a different sets of criteria which we classify secrets or some reason, we cannot say it out and it becomes a secret for fear of harming innocent or not so innocent people.  Some of us have very bad experience with people or an incident  that we are shameful to reveal and it becomes an involuntary secret.

I have my secrets. Some are business secrets and the rest are personal secrets.  I have done a lot of mistakes and make alot of wrong decisions which I think nobody will want to listen or it cannot be reveal because of its confidential nature. Whatever, the secrets are bondages in our life, it weight us down.

There is a saying " dreams have no boundaries", it stretches to unlimited distance. Sometime, our dreams became our secret because of the taboos by society or it is anti-establishment.  It cannot be say or expressed because it is not allowed by society and the establishment. 

Frequently, the secrets start to torment us , irritate us and haunt us in our dreams and thoughts . At times, we start to reveal a little of our secrets to the people we trust to find relief to this tortures in our thoughts. After revealing our secrets, we feel lighter as we feel something have been released from our body but sometimes, after releasing, we become fearful that these so called secrets which is no more secrets could hurt us instead. We become fearful.

Nevertheless, there are secrets which become an open secret and some secrets will follow us to our grave. For better or worst, secrets have to remain a secret if it is hurtful, harmful or caused distress to the world, to the people and our loved ones. Why need to say it , it is hurts and brings no more benefits ? Let sleeping dogs lie. .......

Namaste.