Hi Fellas , Yes . I have been away for sometimes now and I am recovering from Anjopasties procedure to handle the blockage in my heart arteries. Yes, it is a painless but I have a warning that I am on extended time. A new lease of life is granted to me and I don't know what is God's plan for me. Anyway, I took it as a challenge to handle the need of changing the food I eat, my lifestyle and also my stress. All these requirement are very tough changes to my life to my life. Last time is live to eat and not eat to live. What a big change !
Apart from the diet, life style also need to change and have to be active instead of crouch in the sofa or my office chair. All the comfort in my life have to be change and moving around becomes a compulsory active to keep the heart strong.
During the one month since getting the heart attack, I have to learn to accept that it has happen and my life will have to change forever. There is a saying " we eat to be what we are ". This wisdom have been known to me and I just ignore it . Now, I have to eat whatever is needed to keep my life's well-being ie oiless, saltless, not too much protein while the food must not have too much sugar or carbohydrates . Whole bunch of no , no , no ... I am make to walk on a fine line. The decision now is to live as normal or to live longer . This is a choice that I have to make.
Managing my medication is also another problem. The mediation change my body functions and affect my bowels and it became to hard to dis- charge. Too much water would also be harmful as it will work my kidney too much. A balance of everything and anything.
I have been told to eat as normal and live fearlessly . There is saying " Fear screamed in the head while wisdom whisper in your heart ".. Yes, a little bit of pain or tightness will raise the fear and make it much bigger. Is there something wrong ? Why are the pains here and there ?
Our life becomes more complicated and living will become more painful then ever. The decision of how we want to live becomes a reality .. live long and not living well or live well and not to be bothered by how we live. This is a choice and it depends on whatever pending and uncompleted things in our life. If there are still unfulfilled items , the choice of living longer is necessary to complete all these unfulfilled task.
Well, I am living on extended time and doing whatever necessary is needed to prevent our problems going to our family to handle. This is something I don't want to do.
So , it is better to live hard now to clear all the things in life and I hope God will give me this chance to clear these matters.
Namaste.
