tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-46788671061643727302024-03-15T18:09:20.302-07:00dharma talk penangPlatform to exchange views, share experience and vision in life. All are welcome.dharmatalkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02567091660582877282noreply@blogger.comBlogger2426125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4678867106164372730.post-67837906000691674012018-11-07T23:21:00.000-08:002018-11-07T23:21:01.077-08:00The turn of time They say life is not a destination but a journey .. Yes, it is very true. As we go forward in life we should enjoy the moments that passed by us for the moment will never come again. The place maybe the same but the moment is already gone. Gone with the wind. <br />
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Well, this sound a bit sad but this is a fact that we have to face and the end is the same for all of us in whatever time , age or place. We never like to look at the end but the end is real and it is always there waiting for you. Like the generations before us that have gone to the ashes. Just vanished. <br />
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So, we have to enjoy every moment and it does not matter long or short but we have live well . We should do all the things we want to do in sickness or good health and enjoy the moments. <br />
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I was make wiser from Ajahn Brahm , the Australian Buddhist monk and he says in his video talk " when you faced an inevitable problem , you should learn to taste the honey of the moment as danger or trouble stands in both ends and there is no way to go. He says that the inevitable problem is like you have been chased by a fierce tiger and you decide to jump into a well. As you are holding on a to root , you saw a big cobra at the bottom of the well expecting you to fall down and it will kill you. Now, you are facing a tiger at the top of the well and there is a cobra at the bottom of the well. Then worst in the well , there is hole and two rats, a white and a black rat was chewing on the root which you holding on. The white rat represents the day and black rate represents the night. Suddenly you saw there was a bee hive in front of you and there is sweet honey dripping out from the hive. Without know the outcome of your fate , you should choose to taste and lick the honey and enjoy it while you are still there. The end is not within your control and so you let it be and have the wisdom to enjoy the moments of the day. <br />
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In the end of the story, the tiger fell and broke its neck at the bottom of the well and it crashes the cobra on its fall. At the end of the day, you will enjoy living again happily ever after. <br />
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Yes, we will never know the end, it could be that the tiger eats you or you were killed by the cobra . What will happen is all fated and pre-destined.<br />
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Namaste. dharmatalkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02567091660582877282noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4678867106164372730.post-71228951791728452002018-10-28T23:20:00.003-07:002018-10-28T23:20:59.171-07:00On extended time Hi Fellas , Yes . I have been away for sometimes now and I am recovering from Anjopasties procedure to handle the blockage in my heart arteries. Yes, it is a painless but I have a warning that I am on extended time. A new lease of life is granted to me and I don't know what is God's plan for me. Anyway, I took it as a challenge to handle the need of changing the food I eat, my lifestyle and also my stress. All these requirement are very tough changes to my life to my life. Last time is live to eat and not eat to live. What a big change !<br />
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Apart from the diet, life style also need to change and have to be active instead of crouch in the sofa or my office chair. All the comfort in my life have to be change and moving around becomes a compulsory active to keep the heart strong. <br />
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During the one month since getting the heart attack, I have to learn to accept that it has happen and my life will have to change forever. There is a saying " we eat to be what we are ". This wisdom have been known to me and I just ignore it . Now, I have to eat whatever is needed to keep my life's well-being ie oiless, saltless, not too much protein while the food must not have too much sugar or carbohydrates . Whole bunch of no , no , no ... I am make to walk on a fine line. The decision now is to live as normal or to live longer . This is a choice that I have to make. <br />
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Managing my medication is also another problem. The mediation change my body functions and affect my bowels and it became to hard to dis- charge. Too much water would also be harmful as it will work my kidney too much. A balance of everything and anything. <br />
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I have been told to eat as normal and live fearlessly . There is saying " Fear screamed in the head while wisdom whisper in your heart ".. Yes, a little bit of pain or tightness will raise the fear and make it much bigger. Is there something wrong ? Why are the pains here and there ? <br />
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Our life becomes more complicated and living will become more painful then ever. The decision of how we want to live becomes a reality .. live long and not living well or live well and not to be bothered by how we live. This is a choice and it depends on whatever pending and uncompleted things in our life. If there are still unfulfilled items , the choice of living longer is necessary to complete all these unfulfilled task. <br />
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Well, I am living on extended time and doing whatever necessary is needed to prevent our problems going to our family to handle. This is something I don't want to do. <br />
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So , it is better to live hard now to clear all the things in life and I hope God will give me this chance to clear these matters. <br />
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Namaste. dharmatalkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02567091660582877282noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4678867106164372730.post-23587832180134016622018-09-28T00:10:00.000-07:002018-09-28T00:10:17.309-07:00Tale of the Yanxi palace : Lessons learnedThe TV series is now the talk of the town whereby the King have so many concubines and how the concubines and queen "fought" with each other out of jealousy and power. In between the story, there was this maid-turn concubine " Yin lor" could survive the intrigues and the evil schemes to stay alive. <br />
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Yin-lor was once the maid of the Queen and she was well like by the kind Queen and she was very appreciative of the Queen. But , this Queen was hurt time and again by the various concubines including getting her baby killed in a fire by one the concubine. She is very loving to the King but the playful King continued to enjoy the company of the various concubines and finally pushed the Queen to commit suicide due to the pressure of her son getting killed. <br />
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Yin-lor saw the whole happening and resolved secretly to take revenge. She was demoted from the Queen's maid to be a washer women cleaning empty bins and she worked hard and fairly. Slowly, she gets the attention of the King and became her concubine. From then on, she plot to kill all those concubines involved in the killing of the Queen. Meantime , another concubine became the Queen after been noticed by the Queen Mother. Gradually, Yin-Lor came to know that it was this new Queen who have plotted behind the scenes to killed off her rivals and became the Queen finally. <br />
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The morale of the story here is that " anybody can instigate another person to do the dirty job on their behalf " and even to the extend of killing. Yin-lor also saw through this scheme and confronted the new Queen directly. As usual , the new Queen pretended not to admit it but told Yin-lor to show the proof. Yin-lor was one of the concubine who escape death in many ways. <br />
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Yin-lor have been a standout to be righteous and straight . She did not mint her actions but will take revenge in the proper place and timing. Her maid was well protected by her and she managed to take care of those evil action out to harm her. <br />
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Behind all the glamor of the palace , there is so much in-fighting , intrigues and malicious plots trying to backstab, pull down or kill their adversaries . It is so stressful and dangerous to be in the palace where some thing could prop up and hurt you.<br />
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The plot in this TV series was well executed and is really exciting and interesting as the plot unveiled at each steps. <br />
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Recommended highly for viewing. <br />
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dharmatalkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02567091660582877282noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4678867106164372730.post-271198184797343322018-09-19T00:38:00.001-07:002018-09-19T00:38:25.032-07:00PMTP : Penang Master Transport plan as I see it ...I could read in the news that there are a lot of noise from NGOs or Environmentalist calling the Penang State Government to change their plan or the mode of the future transportation in Penang. <br />
They say lets keep nature and protect the surrounding environment. I think it is too late now but someone would argue , it is better late than never. But do you have a plan ?<br />
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It was my experience which I want to share with you about my traveling incident in Penang. <br />
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One day , I was asked by my wife to pick her up in Piza , the big convention hall in Penang Island and which is quite close to Penang Airport. Maybe normal days , it will take ten minutes from the Airport to reach the Convention Centre. <br />
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Happily , at 6pm , I left my office and it was smooth all the way through the bridge to Penang island. After reaching the island , my focus was to use the coastal highway to Bayan Lepas direction . Yeah, it was all well planned. However, I missed the turn to Piza and instead headed towards Bayan Lepas following the coastal road. Then , I should follow the road and make a U-turn back to the direction of Piza. Again , I must the U-turn and was heading towards Sunway Mutiara , the Mah Sing housing estate. I saw the massive jam on the route from Bayan Lepas towards Queen's Bay , so I want to choose an easy way back to PIZA. I choose the Batu Maung way and there was a massive jam out from Batu Maung into the main road facing the Snake Temple. <br />
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There was also a massive jam on the road to the airport . By now, I am already stuck for one hour and expected to wait another one hour for the jam to clear.. It was moving at ant pace and I was upset with the messy traffic. I wonder how these office staff or workers have be enduring these type of jams for years . For those NGOs or environmentalist , they sit in their office and become arm chair critics and starting to make noise about the traffic plan . Are they real ? <br />
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After passing the jam , it was smooth all the way to PIZA and reaching there in 10 minutes from the airport. Now , I know how the Penang Government is having a bad time with the traffic situation and if there is nothing done in the next 5 to 10 years, the jams will get worst and it will take 3 hours instead of one hour for my one way trip from Prai to Piza via the airport road. <br />
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I now appreciate the work and the plan. For those , who have the choice of working somewhere else or in a jam free environment , please think of those having to get stuck and cursing all the way home from office or to office. <br />
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Please don't just talk and imagine . Get into the jam and feel the pain before you open your big mouth to talk. My emotions is running high if I think of the incident. How much time do we have, we have to live well and with such massive traffic jams , how can we do it. <br />
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Namaste. dharmatalkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02567091660582877282noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4678867106164372730.post-6323262294852141772018-09-14T01:59:00.003-07:002018-09-14T02:00:36.925-07:00My soul has a hat - a wonderful poem about TIME<span style="font-family: "helv";">MY SOUL HAS A HAT<br />
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I counted my years <br />
& realized that I have<br />
Less time to live by, <br />
Than I have lived so far.<br />
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I feel like a child who won a pack of candies: at first he ate them with pleasure <br />
But when he realized that there was little left, he began to taste them intensely.<br />
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I have no time for endless meetings<br />
where the statutes, rules, procedures & internal regulations are discussed, <br />
knowing that nothing will be done.<br />
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I no longer have the patience <br />
To stand absurd people who,<br />
despite their chronological age, <br />
have not grown up.<br />
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My time is too short: <br />
I want the essence, <br />
my spirit is in a hurry. <br />
I do not have much candy<br />
In the package anymore.<br />
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I want to live next to humans, <br />
very realistic people who know<br />
How to laugh at their mistakes,<br />
Who are not inflated by their own triumphs <br />
& who take responsibility for their actions.<br />
In this way, human dignity is defended <br />
and we live in truth and honesty.<br />
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It is the essentials that make life useful.<br />
I want to surround myself with people<br />
who know how to touch the hearts of those whom hard strokes of life<br />
have learned to grow with sweet touches of the soul.<br />
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Yes, I'm in a hurry.<br />
I'm in a hurry to live with the intensity that only maturity can give.<br />
I do not intend to waste any of the remaining desserts.<br />
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I am sure they will be exquisite, <br />
much more than those eaten so far.<br />
My goal is to reach the end satisfied <br />
and at peace with my loved ones and my conscience.<br />
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We have two lives<br />
And the second begins when you realize you only have one left.</span><span style="font-family: "tms rmn";"> </span><span style="color: blue; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;"><span style="color: blue; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;"><span style="color: blue; font-family: "arial"; font-size: medium;"><br />
</span></span></span><span style="color: blue; font-family: "arial";"><span style="color: blue; font-family: "arial";"> </span></span><span style="font-family: "tms rmn";"> </span>dharmatalkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02567091660582877282noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4678867106164372730.post-90388404108688350992018-09-11T23:29:00.000-07:002018-09-11T23:29:09.927-07:00The right exercise for a healthy life Yeah , the title of this subject looks like some healthy alert or message but I want to share this experience with all of you. My wife just came back from her Bhutan trip with a strain back which troubles her for more than a week. <br />
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My wife have been doing yoga and going to the gym with me and she exercise at a speed of 6 and with the highest slope level in a track mill to prepare for her Bhutan trip. According to her , the Country was beautiful and is eco-friendly where all the fishes and meat are imported and there was no killing allowed in this Bhutanese kingdom which practice Buddhism. No nails were use in the building of the temples which were jointed by wooden hinges. <br />
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One of the requirement was a lot of walking and hiking and the hike up tiger hill took her almost 6 hours of tracking and steps. She told me that the tour was hectic for her and she has to use a walking stick to help her and she did it at her own pace. So what was the trouble ?<br />
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She filled pain on her back after 3 days of arriving back to Penang and I have been help to message her back with lotions to reduce her pain but it keeps getting worse and she insisted to see a doctor, fearing that she has hurt herself or her spine. So, I took her to see a doctor and got an X-ray to check on her back. <br />
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The result was an over strained muscle on her back due to the use of a walking stick or excessive hiking. No medication was needed and an hour of physio at the hospital. The instruction was a complete rest for her to let her back recover. No exercise as a cure . <br />
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It is important to note that excessive exercise is not good for the body and we have to take note of the condition of our body. The condition varies from day to day and we have to pace ourselves to that condition. We have to take ample rest to let our body recover and it is illogical to use exercise to cure our painful body . It is to give time for the muscles to recover from the strain or injury. <br />
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The same thing happens to me when my shoulder was injured due to a rough massage by a Chinese meseur who believes that a rough massage could cure harden muscles. A complete rest was helpful for me to recover speedily. <br />
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Just remember , we listen to our body and follow its message to relax and cure . <br />
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Namaste. dharmatalkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02567091660582877282noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4678867106164372730.post-7317595022791892012018-09-03T23:43:00.003-07:002018-09-03T23:43:59.442-07:00"The right to live and the right to die"This topic have recently became one of the hot topic of discussion. The argument is there are no laws governing how we choose to live but why are the laws to govern how we die ? The argument is that we are born without any choice but we want to choose the day we die and this is our right. Who is correct ? It all depends on our perception of life. <br />
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This morning I called my friend to enquire about his uncle who is operating a lorry transport and he told me to see him in heaven . I was shocked and life is so fragile. Life can come and go anytime. The same thing happens to me years ago, when I called up a friend to locate another friend of mine who I have not seen for 10 years already and he told me the same thing and he asked me to locate him in hell. We are in no control and yet , there are laws to govern us when to die or how to die. <br />
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All the laws are established by people through generations and it is to bring order to civilization. We are make to be civilized by the existing laws. Otherwise, people will be dying hanging on trees or in the middle of the road and will die due to all the reasons it can be. <br />
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Coming to thing of it , why are people imposing these laws or guidance to govern other people's lives ? All of us should have the freedom to live or freedom to die isn't it ? Of course , the way we choose to die should not bring harm to other people surrounding us. If the basic rule is there, then there should not be any problem , right ?<br />
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Bring the issue of canning of two lesbian in the State of Trengganu for discussion , how can we penalize two adults from their way of life or action. Not only a fine is imposed on them but they were canned in the public. Is this a lesson to everyone or is this barbaric nature of human beings imposing their standard on another individual ? The Syariah Court judge says that we should look down at hese individuals after sentencing them. Is this the correct way of life ? <br />
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Just like the incident in the Parliament , the PAS MPs were telling the Minister of Transport Loke that the airline stewardess uniform was too sexty and they were rebuked by the Minister telling them they should not look at them. We have the freedom to see what we want and we cannot impose our standard on what other people want to see. Why are we imposing our standard on others unless we want to be judged. This is fair and proper. We should refrain from imposing our standards on others because we are all sinners as well. <br />
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Looking through what transpire in life, it is a lot of bad judgments and implied standards . To hell with all these pretender saints ....live your way but do not tell other people to live your way. <br />
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Namaste. dharmatalkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02567091660582877282noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4678867106164372730.post-20044004307194015172018-07-31T00:49:00.000-07:002018-07-31T00:49:19.866-07:00End of July It is another month. Time really in a jet speed to pass the days and nights. Month after month . Year after year and the final day will come . <br />
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I met an old friend at a gym on last Saturday . His hairs were all white and he aged like a 80 years old guy despite only at his 60s'/ He was with his wife and his wife looks half his age. He was so excited to see me and I was about to go in to the gym , he knock on the glass panel to alert me that he was there .. <br />
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On seeing him, I ask how is he and he says he was fine and also point to his wife coming off the trackmill . His wife was still working and he has retired. After that , he turn to me and ask me how was my condition , I told him " just getting old" and both of us laugh it off. He told me , "when the time come, it will come ". I think he is talking about the end of life I presumed. <br />
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He work out 6 days a week while I do yoga three times a week and two times on the trackmill at the gym. On Friday, I go for my back massage. I feeling all right but at times, a bit blue and worried. Yeah , life is like this and Buddha says "when there is happiness , there will be sadness . Vice versa". I can understand this logic as one extreme leads to another extreme and going for the middle would be the best option ie no happiness or sadness. A perfect balance situation. <br />
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When one end is black and the other end is white, the perfect color will be grey in the middle and the middle becomes the balancing point. A balance life and a balance emotion.<br />
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This is a condition which needs a lot of training and we have to narrow the gaps gradually and make the openness smaller and smaller through training before we can control our emotions to the middle point. <br />
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It is not an easy talk but if we do not try, we will not get any nearer and the solution to our life will never be achieved at all. <br />
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End of July is period in time. It has not meaning but a measure of how long we live and a measurement of events and space. Every moment is a present moment and it is up to us to perceive it. At every angle , the scenery is different and the colors are different. It is fate for us who we have perceived it. <br />
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Namaste. dharmatalkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02567091660582877282noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4678867106164372730.post-54701057765047511672018-07-30T00:55:00.002-07:002018-07-30T00:55:40.900-07:00RainWow, it is dark, grey and white outside<br />
Looks like end of the day is near <br />
Doom, Doom , Boom , Boom<br />
Loud and deafening noise out there <br />
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It is raining and it is falling <br />
Tit tit tat tat , the sound of falling rain<br />
Make me feel down and blue <br />
Why should it be grey or blue? <br />
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It all depends on your feelings <br />
It is all within us to feel what we want<br />
Be aware of the looming feel <br />
Dun be confused or sad about it <br />
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It is never an ever lasting feel <br />
It changes by the seconds <br />
You can be happy and sad either times<br />
If you are happy, you can also be sad<br />
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Buddha's middle path is the best <br />
No happiness or sadness can dictate<br />
Just like gray, middle of black or white<br />
If no happiness , then no sadness <br />
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Wise man Lord , a great teacher indeed<br />
To be wise is to be aware <br />
Be aware is to avoid or to change<br />
Using the wisdom deep inside us <br />
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Like the rain , it comes and goes <br />
Raining in the Sun or shining when it rains<br />
It does not matter the combination <br />
As long as you know what is the best <br />
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Best of what , my loving Lord ?<br />
Best of knowledge, understanding and wisdom<br />
Just quest for such skill to be middle<br />
Forever you are happy and gale. dharmatalkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02567091660582877282noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4678867106164372730.post-40184249109316693142018-07-19T23:03:00.000-07:002018-07-19T23:03:01.688-07:00TGF - it is here again. Thank God , it is Friday again. So many Fridays have gone but it is a day I look forward to as tomorrow and Sunday will be a rest day. But , it will pass very fast like a blink of an eye. <br />
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Is it so fast ? Why not ? If you come back on Monday and look back , it is already gone. Faster than a blink of an eye. So we have to be aware that nothing stops for us. <br />
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At lunch time, a few minutes away. I was resting my eyes and at this age , I have been working on the computer for many years . My eyes gets tired easily especially having to read my messages in my hand phone . The words are getting smaller and smaller. My staff told me to increase the fonts but there is a maximum size , otherwise, it will make reading very difficult on the small screen. <br />
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God or our creator have make our eyes reliable and long lasting . Otherwise, it could have been damaged long time ago. Just imagine of using the computer for 30 years old more. What can I do about it ? It cannot be avoided as technology have advance so fast and now everything is compact and light. This is the way forward I think. Technology and artificial Intelligence will rule the future.<br />
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Talking about technology advancement , I was shock to see a video from Boston University and how they are using AI to do the manual jobs. I could see some robots walking like a human being and lifting heavy things on a conveyor belt. It is a shape of a dog or a human being . I am sure that the shape of a human in a robotic form will come out one day and as years gone by, it will make to look more and more like an human being . They will be able to perform all the human task except having a conscience. The conscience of what is right and what is wrong and the six senses of a human being. The ability to smell, taste , see, feel , hear and touch .can only be to a certain degree. However, the scope and possibility will limitless. <br />
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When we look at the " Transformers' on TV , we just take it as a fantasy but it will be real one day , when robot takes over the world. You will have driverless cars, flying robots , superman in a robot form and a Hercules , who can hold up heavy equipment or fighting in a robotic war. I just cannot visualize what the future might hold. <br />
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Not only the world is getting smaller, the sky will be crowded with flying robots while the roads will be filled by robots delivering goods to the people. There should be no danger except accidents because the AI will make the robots to avoid each other in their path. It is just the mess in the sky and on the roads. Our future human beings will be useless and lazy while waiting to be fed or moved around in their daily routine. There will be less and less of a physical challenge. <br />
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Nowadays, even medical examination can be done on-line and will X-rays in 3D and in colors. All medication will be arrange and delivered by the computer and what we need to do is to wait for a short while. <br />
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Yeah, this is Friday... time to think and to be aware of what the future might bring. It is scary and challenging as well to predict what the future might hold for us. <br />
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Namaste. dharmatalkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02567091660582877282noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4678867106164372730.post-78390502376067373552018-07-19T02:44:00.001-07:002018-07-19T02:46:11.859-07:00Passing moments Day by day , time passes by <br />
How are we mortals stop the time<br />
Impossible , impossible , Impossible<br />
Master Time stop for no one . <br />
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Every day when we wake up<br />
We thank GOD for the new day<br />
Hoping it to pass peacefully <br />
Healthy , wealthy all the days<br />
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But Age have its say <br />
Whether we live a day or not<br />
We have to be thankful <br />
For the additional time on this earth<br />
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We are not aware that Age rules<br />
How our body react to the day <br />
Our eyes are blur , our legs are weak<br />
Despite we pray and hope . <br />
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A day start and a day can end <br />
Through Birth, Age , Sickness and death<br />
No One , Oh ! No one can escape <br />
The fate of our passing life <br />
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I don't want ! I don't want <br />
Our heart and soul will cry <br />
But Master Time rules it all<br />
Until the day we rest and die. <br />
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Yes, we have to be aware <br />
Make us live joyfully and well <br />
With each passing tickling seconds <br />
We live long or short and finally die . <br />
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Goodbye , my love and friends <br />
We will depart on our own journey<br />
Living the passing happy moments<br />
Until the end of our memory and time. dharmatalkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02567091660582877282noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4678867106164372730.post-40388752014107474082018-07-17T03:03:00.001-07:002018-07-17T03:03:11.828-07:00Can a spiritual man be rich ? It is a contradictory thought . Can a spiritual person makes money through his or her practice and be rich ? A spiritual person cannot make money from his or her practice as it will be against his or her principles. So , how can the spiritual person spread his or her teachings to as many people as possible since he or she don't have the money to do so. He or she will have to struggle with their own finance and will not be focus in their spirituality. <br />
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Today, I heard from a fung shui guru saying that this thinking is wrong. Why is money been called a currency.? Currency means power or energy . It provides the means to an end and without the mean , the end is limited or not attainable. Well , this thinking is also quite true. <br />
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Most spiritual beings need donations or charity to survive and focus on helping others. If without this donations or charity, they will need to work and find money to survive and will not have time for their practice or to spread their practice unless he or she is lucky enough to supported by a donor or a charitable organization. <br />
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In the ancient era , this spiritual being have to walk and how far can they reach ? So it is within a small area or country but with wealth, he can travel all over the globe to extend his or her teachings and reach millions of people in their journeys. This is logical thinking and practical way of life. <br />
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So, for a religion to reach far and wide, it will take much effort and time for the religion or a spiritual teaching to spread . Maybe through a thousand years before it can reach the millions of believers. Like the movie , " The monkey goes West ". This epic shows a monk and with his three followers travelled from China to India to gain the knowledge of Buddhism . We can see how hard was the journey and how it takes. <br />
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If this episode happens in this modern times, it will be a days trip to reach their destination and come back to spread the teaching . The speed of communication and wireless internet can spread the words in seconds. All this hardship and troubles of "the monk who travels to the West" will be gone. <br />
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Just imagine the opening of Tibet to the world . It is a place of the purist Buddhism and now it is open to the World. Many of the famous Lamas are out to the World from Tibet to spread the worlds of the Buddha. <br />
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Amitabha. dharmatalkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02567091660582877282noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4678867106164372730.post-2132111436025587432018-07-17T02:43:00.002-07:002018-07-17T02:43:27.683-07:00Benefits of meditation - experience of the Thai " Wild Boar " football team Why are the boys so calm despite stalled in a cave for many days during a massive flood ? The answer was the art of meditation. Their coach was a former Buddhist monk and he taught them the art of Meditation. There are 5 benefits of meditation :<br />
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1) It provides calming of the mind through slow breathing exercise and bring them to the present.<br />
2) It trains them to have patience while waiting for the rescue team to reach them. <br />
3) It teaches them to have the right and positive thoughts which invites the rescue team to find them and rescue them. <br />
4) It provides the harmony among the boys trapped in the cave as they start to think of positive things about the team and binds them together in thought and spirit. <br />
5) Meditation reduces the need for food but yet give them energy to survive. <br />
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It has been proven over thousand years after Buddha's teaching the art of meditation . It is mind over our physical self . This is technique which prolong life in a healthy way. <br />
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Amitabha. dharmatalkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02567091660582877282noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4678867106164372730.post-41559183119068304972018-07-16T01:38:00.000-07:002018-07-16T01:38:00.380-07:00Life is a joke ? Why are we taking life so serious ? It is only a dream or a movie . It passes on with time. Yes, be serious in our work or attitude is good but it may hurt other people. If we can do our work and yet , avoid the hurt to others , then it should be the way , right ?<br />
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Making our self prominent and looks good at the expense of others have difference degree of perceptions and judgment . Some people will drive themselves straight to the wall and die standing rather than still drive but avoid the wall. Even they don't care too much for themselves , least to care about others . This is so disgusting to be around this people who only care about themselves or be selfish. <br />
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This attitude maybe their only way to protect themselves and they are more important than anything else. This protectionist attitude could be as a result of bad experience or the influence during childhood. Something could have happen to them and this harden their survival attitude. Yes, this people needs help and most of all divine help. It will be difficult to change them or loosen them u p. <br />
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Recently, I have a discussion with my colleague of people having this difficult characters. The no nonsense guy or gal who can die hitting a wall because of their straight forward principles, We agreed that this people is difficult to change as there is a Chinese saying " the Empire is easily changed but for the character of a person would not move at all ". This teaching or belief is through thousands of years in China and it is very true until today. <br />
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It is very changing talking to these people who will tell you that they have to protect their jobs or their professionalism and will not bend for others. But, they can accept others from bending for them. This is the survival technique of this so called die-hards. <br />
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Talking them out of their opinion will be disastrous and self hurting because they will bite you back and making you feel low and hurtful. They make us look like a thief when what you wanted is a peaceful survival for all. <br />
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Yes, stop them and tell them that they can write whatever they want and let the situation control itself. Just leave them. <br />
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Namaste. dharmatalkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02567091660582877282noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4678867106164372730.post-29919321007480044672018-07-13T01:13:00.001-07:002018-07-13T01:16:18.446-07:00Boredom ?Our mind is really amazing .. it controls our emotions and feelings. At times, it is cloaked with worries and problems but at times, it hides everything and leave the mind blank and in boredom. <br />
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Feeling bored with our jobs or life is quite normal as we evolved around our environment and our self. The repeated routine and schedules make us bored. Now we do this and what is coming next is almost certain and predictable. We are running in circles as outside these circles , there will be risk and insecurity. We are safe creatures which tries to avoid fear. <br />
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From the morning, we wake up, we go to the toilet , brush our teeth , take a bath , use the same soap and cleaning from up to bottom , left to right, etc is all in a fixed routine. We are unaware of it because our mind is not focus or is thinking of many other things. If we quiet down and go through the routine , you think that there is an SOP for everything we do. It is as expected and boring. <br />
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In our daily life, everything is running in circles and n a routine until the last breath in our body. You can just recap what you have just done and whether it is as familiar as before. Things and process just repeat itself. <br />
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So , some psychologist will tell us to vary our movement or the way we do things on a daily basis. If we were to wear our pants first and then our shirts, it would be better to alternate it or when we brush our tooth from left to right , we should start the right to the left or center to the left. With this act, our life will be more variety and will become more interesting. It breaks the routine and boredom and makes our life more interesting. <br />
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So, in the sexual text of Kamasura , it describe about the 36 ways of sexual intercourse which provide variety to the way we conduct our sexual activities and this is to keep the fire burning in us and also to let us enjoy the immense pressure in carrying out these different ways of doing the passionate thing. <br />
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Our mind will feel the change and it will be more active rather passively exercising the routines in circles. Our circles or routines are our comfort zones and we fell comfortable living under these circumstances. <br />
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In our life, if we persistently do a thing or a process, we will be improving and finally be skillful in doing these tasks. This will make our mind bored as the action will be carry out naturally and in a certain way. Our mind slowly will become passive and inactive and then boredom will come. By doing differently , we are triggering the mind and keep it alert and active . Moving from one direction one day and another direction on another day, it will be challenge for the brain to remain alive and focus. The feeling and passion of doing it is different. <br />
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So, be mindful of this point and keep the mind active and well. <br />
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Namaste. dharmatalkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02567091660582877282noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4678867106164372730.post-16393517529163843412018-07-10T00:43:00.002-07:002018-07-10T00:43:44.688-07:00What can i do ?There are times in our life that we cannot provide a solution to a problem. It is not within our control or authority to save a situation. We just have to accept and execute it. What else can we do ? <br />
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It is so funny that we cannot change course or provide an alternate . It may also cause us more problem by denying the instruction from above. The boss have the say and if we reject it , we also have to face the consequences. It is better to minimize the damage around us. <br />
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Nevertheless, it is painful and difficult to execute the instruction which could affect the livelihood of a staff. It maybe his own doings but as a boss we have to take care of their welfare as well. We cannot just do nothing and pretend as if nothing happens. People's life will change and we will know whether it is for the better or not. <br />
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As Dalai Lama have said ' if we cannot help others, we should refrain from causing harm to them ". In this case, we are doing harm to people if we make decisions which affects them. It is impossible to maintain the outcome not to hurtful. It is a loss of livelihood and it is going to cause suffering to that person even if he has done something wrong. <br />
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When there is a landslide, it is better to taken care of your safety first , otherwise, by moving or taking action to save others , both of you could be hurt at the same time. The outcome is not certain and the decision should be make as fast as possible because the landslide will be falling on top of us. <br />
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In this case, it is wise to get both hurt if the situation is not manageable or predictable. One dead or two dead , is it a wise move ? It is a senseless death if we make the wrong decision. In such type of problem, it is better to save yourself and live the day. At least , we can do some good in the future, if we service this ordeal. <br />
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Coming to such situation, there is nothing right or wrong and it will depend on the interpretation of the situation. Since , it is subjective to the situation , outsiders will not see the facts of the case and should not make any unnecessary conclusion which is not fair to the people involved in the situation. <br />
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Life have to go on despite some damages and perhaps , this happening could be a blessing to the person who is facing the problem. What come and go in our life must be dependent on the course of our life and our predestinated journey through life. <br />
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Namaste. dharmatalkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02567091660582877282noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4678867106164372730.post-27414568069029371352018-06-29T01:04:00.000-07:002018-07-03T22:29:23.807-07:00O! my old friend. It was indeed a surprise , an old friend came in to greet me after he visited my boss. <br />
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My first response to him " how is your back ? He looks surprised but shake his head " no good" but I am able to hike . He looks much fatter and heavier than before and I wish him good luck and health."<br />
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He continued to tell me that all his friends he has visited is already old. But it is a fact. If he is already old at 66 , then all his friends should be old unless he prefers younger friends. <br />
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I have always says that " age and time waits for no one ". It is a fact but we keep forgetting it and it only takes people to tell us or when we are awaken to this fact after seeing the reality of life. <br />
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I have been working for 43 years now in the same company and I am still asking " where have all my years gone /" It went quietly and silently and in no time , the curtains will fall on me. <br />
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A month is like a blink of an eye . Is it that fast ? Yes, it is like an arrow , fast and swift. <br />
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My staff and assistants came and work with me as pretty graduates or school girls but they are now mothers of a few children and some of them is also on the verge of retirement. If we look back , time have flew by us. Looking forward , you may not see the speed but looking backwards , you could see the years have gone by you. <br />
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The other day , I saw a video telling us to be available for our children instead of building cash returns , it advise us to spend time and build on our relationships. It is not about money or who we are going to be but to have a loving and compassionate living with all those besides us and have strong personal bondage with them. <br />
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Leave beautiful memories behind and let the people in encounter with you in your journey to have beautiful thoughts about the time they have with you. <br />
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The basic rule of life never change " birth , age , sickness and death ". The faster we realize and understand it , it will be better for you and the others besides you. <br />
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Namaste. dharmatalkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02567091660582877282noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4678867106164372730.post-18279970706514830492018-06-28T03:16:00.002-07:002018-06-28T03:16:27.766-07:00Like a virgin This is a title of a song and it means purity and clarity .. The word vargina depicts the private part of a lady and if it is intact , the person is call a virgin. It can also apply to a male and it means the male have not involved in any intercourse before. <br />
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In the ancient China, these male or female virgins are very much sort after for certain to maintain good health or purity. In Tibet or Nepal , only a virgin lady can be addressed as a " goddess". It simply means the utmost purity. <br />
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As I have written before, it is healthy for older man or women to engage in sex with these virgins. The ancient belief is that these give the older people , the young chi which could help to boost the health of the older people. But , whether this belief is true or false , there is no scientific proof for this achievements. Generally, older people feel younger when they are with the young people and this maybe a perception but it is a real feeling. The young chi around them help to boost the failing bodies of the older people. <br />
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Why I want to discuss the issue here ? At my current age, I could feel that some parts of my body is starting to deteriorate or become weaker. This is the sign of old age and I feel that working with young people is so much interesting so that we can share of experience and also enjoy their innocent jobs or thinking. Their immature or silly thinking will make us more lively while sharing our thoughts and experience. Of course , this is not for the sex but the thinking of the youth in them make us alive again. <br />
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The expression and appreciation by the youth after learning from us can give us a boost or like a " horse kick" impact and make us more aggressive or persuasive on them . I enjoyment of firing them up and to take life reality head on or by the horns and live out their life. This is a marvelous feeling from such experience. <br />
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It is like a duet. The young people have the power , innocent and the energy and the older people have the knowledge , experience and skill . This two odd part compliment each other well and balance up the lives of both parties. It makes a perfect world. <br />
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Namaste. <br />
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dharmatalkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02567091660582877282noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4678867106164372730.post-53026690022729483842018-06-27T01:15:00.001-07:002018-06-28T02:56:22.561-07:00In the moment .... Our mind wonders and our thinking keep shifting. This is the conditions of an untrained mind . We must be occupied always . Idleness is not acceptable . To move is to be valuable or meaningful . This is the natural perception of a human being. <br />
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If we are not moving physically, we have to move mentally . The time to sleep is regulated and if we sleep outside the scheduled time, we are being classified as lazy . This is the perception. <br />
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We are all regulated . By what others thinking of us , by the teaching in the books and on the walls, or through our peers , TV or multi-medias. We cannot fall out of the expected routines and if not, we are out casted. <br />
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Should our life be so restricted ? This the norm of Society or our Establishment. All of us should be doing the same thing to live a useful life, or to have our earnings in life or for survival of the fittest. Whole lots of reason to perform to our best. <br />
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This is the biggest joke of our life as we are pulled by the nose ? Is this is the direction where we want to go or is force to go ? It makes us feel good isn't it ? This is behaving normally and not an out cast. <br />
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Who define this life style ? if we think carefully , it is just people. People created it . People tell us how to live , eat and die. What is the life process ? It is so well define is that there is no rooms to be different . This is the only way to come and go. <br />
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Books are written by people , tales are told by people and perception is also created by people . So, it is only people ,people and people who dictates our life. <br />
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People like to follow . Just like in the fashion world . What is the latest ? who created it ? no others, but just people. They are the leaders in life , leading us through it their way. Why are we so obedient ? It is because we are not in the moment and our mind is shifting back and forth and the only way is to follow and behave normally. <br />
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We are creatures of TREND.<br />
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Namaste.dharmatalkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02567091660582877282noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4678867106164372730.post-56906193415479778512018-06-27T00:41:00.000-07:002018-06-28T02:56:04.507-07:00A hard day's nightThis is a title to a song sang by the Beatles. One of lyric quote “ it’s been a hard days night and I have been working like a dog “. How true this statement can be ? But , how difficult it can be ? It only needs deep thoughts and time. Everything can be resolved but the outcome is uncertain that is all. Good , bad or ugly. There will be an end result.<br />
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A problem cannot be resolved is not a problem. It is already a certainty and a dead fact. So, what can we do about it. We can only accept it and manage around it. So, how can that be a problem. I have always maintain that there can only be quitters and no failures. If we continue to focus on a problem, there will be a solution and the outcome will be what we expect. <br />
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So, there is a very popular saying “ let sleeping dogs lie”. Another more dramatic wisdom is “ why flock a dead horse ? “. The horse is already dead and if we continue to whip it , it is of no use. Why waste your resources and energy ? <br />
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We have to analyst whether it is a problem or a dead fact. This is very important to understand the status of the problem. Often, it is very vague. On the surface, it is a problem and it needs efforts or focus to handle it but in actual fact, it is already a dead fact if we do not understand or know the underlying situation. We have to get all the facts above or underlying in order not to waste our effort.<br />
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One example of a dead fact is that it is raining now and you cannot change that fact or stop the rain but to find a solution not to get wet or stay in-door or postpone the event in an open field. If your car got into accident, you know that you have to report to the police and you will need to pay a penalty or a fine and if worst, you have to pay for the repair. <br />
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The difference between a dead fact and a problem is, you car’s wheel is loose when you are traveling in it. Do you want to stop , slowdown or drive to seek help from a mechanic before you get into an accident. So, you can still control the outcome and do something to avoid it. <br />
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If it is clear in our mind, we will reduce a lot of problems and will live a more happier life and not to waste our precious time on the matter which the outcome is fixed. It is better to be more analytical and clear in our understanding. <br />
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Namaste.dharmatalkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02567091660582877282noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4678867106164372730.post-78637053767357887712018-06-27T00:39:00.002-07:002018-06-28T02:57:01.807-07:00Fate have its mysterious ways - A storyUltra-marathon runner Micah True found dead in New Mexico<br />
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Sat Mar 31, 2012 10:02PM EDT<br />
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By LAURA ZUCKERMAN<br />
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(Reuters) - Ultra-marathon runner Micah True, missing for four days in the rugged wilderness of New Mexico, was found dead on Saturday, police said.<br />
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True, 58, was found in the mountainous Gila National Forest in southwest New Mexico, near the Arizona border in the early evening, said Tom Bemis, incident commander with the New Mexico State Police.<br />
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Nicknamed "Caballo Blanco," or White Horse, True became a celebrity after he was featured in the best-selling book "Born to Run" by Christopher McDougall.<br />
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True left the Wilderness Lodge and Hot Springs, four miles from the Gila Cliff Dwellings National Monument, on Tuesday, and did not return. The lodge owner notified authorities on Wednesday.<br />
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Police then launched a massive search for the missing man, with 15 search teams totaling 60 people combing through 200,000 acres of steep canyons and shallow rivers in the high desert.<br />
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His body was found with no obvious signs of injury, police said. A medical examiner was en route, but because of the rugged terrain his body was not likely to be retrieved until Sunday.<br />
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True had left for a 12-mile run carrying a water bottle and wearing shorts and a t-shirt. He left his dog at the lodge.<br />
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In January, True wrote on his Facebook page: "If I were to be remembered for anything at all, I would want that to be that I am/was authentic. No Mas. Run Free!"<br />
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True was the race director for the Copper Canyon Ultra Marathon, a roughly 50-mile race that drew a dedicated group of runners to Northern Mexico.dharmatalkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02567091660582877282noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4678867106164372730.post-30688955310214791812018-06-27T00:38:00.000-07:002018-06-27T00:38:40.543-07:00The douyou island episodeSomeone sent me a link to watch the documentary report on the douyou island. What is douyou island and what happen to the Douyou island is a few rocky islands on the yellow seas separating China and Japan and it is only about the area of 7 sq kilo meter. It is belong to China and administered by Japan and through this documentary, we can see the brutality of the Japanese towards China through the several aggression by Japan into china. It is the three "alls" policy by Japan. To take all land , to make use of all of China's huge population to benefit all of Japan. <br />
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China was at one time called " the sick man of South East Asia" and through the Ming and Ching dynasty, there was so many aggression into china , Manchuria and Korea which was belong to China once a upon a time. Through the aggression , the world wars and the various war treaty , the douyou island was taken over by japan and after the second world war , it was taken over by USA and after that , returned to Japan for administration but the island belongs to China, Now, this case is been raised by China who is bring it up to the international platform to seek justice.<br />
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The evil of war , aggression and greek by one nation have killed millions of Chinese and in turn, during the second world war , Japan was flatten by two atomic bomb. It took two bombs to make Japan surrender and bring back peace to the world,<br />
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There is such thing as the law of karma.. You reaped what you sow and this is applicable to a race. The world is evolving and the fortune of the nations will also evolved. <br />
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Namaste.dharmatalkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02567091660582877282noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4678867106164372730.post-44842018650230545902018-06-27T00:26:00.001-07:002018-06-28T02:56:35.589-07:00What is GOD ? Today, Philippine President Durte criticize GOD as stupid and son of b.....h in a big catholic church which prompted wide spread criticism of him for his remark. Someone pray for his sins and someone agreed with him on his perception of GOD. He blames GOD for creating Adam and Eve and let them fall to their temptations. Yeah , another straight shooting son of a gun. <br />
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Coming to think about it. What is the image of GOD except that it has been imagined by writers of the bible or the church. Have you seen GOD ? Some people will answer, what you did not see , does mean that it did not exit. Just like the wind , you see not but you can feel it . Yes, this remark is true. There are many things we did not see but it is there and we can feel it. <br />
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But does the feeling resembles GOD ? Who created the human race ? Did GOD create us in his image ? In different religions , there are different version of GOD . There is a Muslim GOD , A Chinese GOD, a jewish GOD , etc . So many version and image of GOD. So , do GOD exit ? <br />
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The answer to that question is no there . It depends on the believers or for those who came in touch with GOD or taught to believe in him . GOD is not not one GOD , It maybe nothingness or in various forms. <br />
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Through the million of years, great teachers appeared at different times and different places and preach the existence of GOD and their followers refine their teachings or add , revised or modify their teachings to be more meaningful to the modern day people. They imposed their thoughts and belief into the mind of the present people through their writings , teachings and lectures. <br />
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Yes, we are make to fear GOD. This is belief is very good for a society or an establishment and provides some kind of rules , principles and guideline to the way we behave or live. It is better than the time in Stone Age where we go around naked , dirty and without any guidelines in our way of life. We are animals then. <br />
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But come to think about it, are we happier at that time or now ? Now life is so structured, established , routine and have a trend to follow. There are not so much freedom of expression or living in the way we like. We live to the expectation of our society or establishment and living out of it , means that we are not acceptable or a failure. Is it true that we need to live to the expectation of another person. Why do other people have to judge us ? We are we , our own self. An individual . <br />
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So let us respect what other people think or do . Why do we need to change ourselves to live like other people do. Do we need their acceptance ? Just like President Durte of the Philippines , he can speak whatever he likes , why should we criticize him ? Is he criticizing the believers ? If he do, what is wrong with that ? His thinking. <br />
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Just like what Dalai Lama says " if we cannot help others, do not harm them ".. you have all the rights in the world to do what you want but never create any harm to others in the way you act. <br />
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Namaste. dharmatalkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02567091660582877282noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4678867106164372730.post-55360395652905063492018-06-25T02:37:00.002-07:002018-06-25T02:37:31.557-07:00My twilight years There are several phases in our life from the day we are born and until our dying days. <br />
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Our childhood days , our schooling days, our courting days, our working life, our married life and finally, our twilight years. The curtains must fall one of the days and there is no such things as eternal life. If there is , it will be very boring. <br />
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Time flows like the river from its outlet into the big ocean and that is where it will lead. Our dying days. <br />
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Yeah, it is very good to ride out into the sunset during the twilight years and prepare ourselves spiritually to meet our Maker. Yeah , that is the end of our life by then. <br />
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One of my colleague told me that she would want to buy a piece of land to make it into a bed and breakfast or B&B thing and live at her luxurious pace planting flowers, trees and vegetables to pass her twilight years with no worries. Just live the life as it comes and with minimum stress. Do yoga , meditation and some activities to pass the day. <br />
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For me, I would do the same , go away from the hustle and bustle city life and move into a hill top among the trees while facing the sea view and live the life as it comes. Just now worries and live a life freely and with no constrains. <br />
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I was told of a story about a high ranking officer who met a monk and was told that he have been a high ranking officer for his past three lives , very busy doing his duty and have the less of life for himself. He finally realized that he was busy for nothing in all his lives. Why is he so busy and finally, life pass before his own eyes. It was very wise for him to see this point and he felt that he has been wasting his time. <br />
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Yeah, it takes a person to step back from his or her busy schedule , take a break before they can realize this point of nothingness from the start. He or She could have seen it herself without the monk but often than not, it will be someone who will wake them up to see the nothingness in life. <br />
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We come from nothing , we hold nothing in our life and we are gone into nothing. This is the basic concept of "nothingness". This maybe a very passive perception of thing but it is also real in life. How many 10 years do we have ? Some people do not have the time to realize it and ended wasting their time and find themselves in nothingness. <br />
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Namaste. dharmatalkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02567091660582877282noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4678867106164372730.post-30773589415964790992018-06-25T00:02:00.001-07:002018-06-25T01:21:55.395-07:00Yesterday , what an unlucky day ? Yesterday, everything went wrong for me .. It must be one of those blue days where everything was topsy turvy..It started off with me having a constipation at the gym early in the morning. I was struggling to get the stool out from my ass but it got stuck and it make me very upset and uneasy. <br />
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I struggle through my morning exercise and landed my self in the toilet of the gym struggling unsuccessfully... I was almost worn out from the struggle. <br />
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During the struggle, the heavy rain fell in my area and making it so difficult for me to get into the car. I was also struggling to clear my stools . After I reached home , I went straight away for laxatives . Took one pill but it is actually requiring two pills for adults. There was no result and I was still stuck. The pain have increased drastically and I was more and more uneasy. Finally, I decided to took green fibre to speed up the solution . But , it still does not work . Then I took another pill but all these efforts was in vein and fruitless. I was still stuck. <br />
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Then I have lost my appetite due to the discomforting pain while waiting for the laxative to work . I took green fibre and then I took another banana to speed up the impact to my system but it is still unuseless. <br />
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Finally , in the evening , I thought of going to the hospital to get the stools suck out but finally , I decide to go the pharmacy to get a set of bullets ie waxy ones and to push it into my ass to see whether it will worked or not. I felt be raped by the bullet but it has to be done anyway in order to avoid going to the hospital. Just 10 minutes , the stools came out and I was so relieved by the result . <br />
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I could have done it this way from the moment , I was stuck in the morning but my ignorance betrayed me. Finally, it was a simple wax bullet that do the cure. <br />
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Why do we not learned from the past experience ? I have been through it a couple of times in the past but my lack of memory failed me to resort to this basic steps . It was a simple step and yet , I am going in circles until we become im- bearable . <br />
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Good help me... thank you , thank you... I am free again. dharmatalkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02567091660582877282noreply@blogger.com0